Thursday, April 12, 2007
i dunno if having a room all to myself is a boon or bane.
My roomie's gone home so im all by my lonesome here and my neighbours aren't around either. Its supposed to make me study better innit? But here i am online and blogging. it seems that i need people around me who are studying to make me feel pressured to study. Then again, i cant study with too many people around cuz ill get distracted. haha i think i just dont feel like studying no more.
And without waisan around to wake me up, ive overslept thrice in the past 2 days! Wanted to take a one hour nap at 12 last night, but i woke up disoriented at 5frickin am! Then i wanted to take a nap at 8am for half an hour cuz im only semi-functioning at that time of the day, and i ended up sleeping till 10am! My body refuses to listen to me when it needs sleep.
ive been doing alot of exam binging too. Too many macs delivery and instant noodles. To add to my guilt, on my way back to hall, i met my ex pri sch mate and her friend running gamely up the slope to can B. Mind you, thats one heck of a slope, reminiscent of the one we ran up countless times at turf city during acx days. need.to.run.
boons showed me a blog yesterday, that incidentally happened to be my friend's brother's blog.what are the odds. its a small world, too small. it got me depressed for awhile cuz a particular post of his about a particular subject echoed my sentiments exactly. it was uncharacteristic of me but hey, i cant always be the eternal optimist. i dont know, its like, seeing someone explicitely putting how you feel into words that ring so true to you..it made me see the glass that's half empty, and with cracks you've never noticed before, and who cares about a frickin glass anyway.
Was asking God about it, and he reminded me (again) of how i should seek His will, not my own ambitions. Just to completely trust him, cuz his thoughts are higher than my own. If there's supposed to be a way out, he will make a way. So i guess ill just leave things to Him for now:)
And i thank God cuz he sends just the right people to tell me the right things at the right time:)
reina ♥
4/12/2007 07:35:00 PM
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